I wake up with a heavy heart
And an even heavier soul
Minutes pass by staring at that clock of yours,
The blink of light on that screen again
Am I slipping into an oblivion?
I don't want to dock this sinking boat ashore...

I wake up with my body a little sore
My mind holds an ocean of thoughts
Musings and life lessons and what not
Wrong words said by the close one's
Weighing down on my shoulders a little more

I wake up and a new day
Or is it same as it was before?
Am I needed by anyone around...
Would they care if moment's of agony later it's me on that floor,
And they can't be there anymore?

I wake up with a new self doubt
Are they better off without?
Am I too much to be around
Do they see my silence?
Can they understand my sound?

I wake up to no one and it's all gone
The thought's, the dreams, the doubt's and the sound
It's an empty mound of space
I don't feel the pain
Is it a dream or have I bled out the hurt again...

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Srishti Binwani
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